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Ruthvens' Rants!

The Good, The Bad and the Beautiful

Keeper of the Holy Tentacles
23 November 1972
This journal is a relief. When I am tired . . . out comes this, and down goes every thing. But I can't read it over--and God knows what contradictions it may contain. If I am sincere with myself (but I fear one lies more to one's self than to any one else) every page should confute, refute, and utterly abjure its predecessor. (Lord Byron, Journal entry for 6 Dec. 1813).

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The Greatest part (and my first priority) of my life is my Beloved lady_ruthven.

She is my everything, and a whole lot more!

loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemnation ÷ misunderstanding x guilt x shame x failure x judgment n=y where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side

30 days of night, 52, :wumpscut:, abnormal psychology, after the bomb, akira, alan moore, alien sex fiend, alterred, anime, apocalypse, art, batman, bats, bauhaus, bear, big boots, biting, black clothes, black eyeliner, black hair, bondage, breathing, bride of reanimator, cal mcdonald, camden, cats, chorlton and the wheelies, chris bachalo, city of villains, clan of xymox, classical music, comics, cthulhu, cymrugothic, dagon, daniel ash, danse society, david lynch, dead can dance, decadent aristocracy, desolation jones, diary of dreams, dogwitch, dr. polidori, drawing, duran duran, eating, en sabah nur, eternal darkness, fields of the nephilim, floaty the bear, gambit, gary numan, gir, gloom cookie, gormenghast, goteki, goth, goth music, gothic, gothic architecture, gothic movies, gothic music, goths, grant morrison, gremlins, h.p.lovecraft, h.r. giger, industrial music, inquisition, invader zim, jhonen vasquez, killing joke, kinky sex, kittens, lacuna coil, lenore, logan, looshkin, lord byron, lord rochester, love and rockets, magneto, march violets, mary shelley, ministry, misfits, mocking, monty python, mr. sinister, nadja, nathaniel essex, nbx, neko, nekromantik, nightcrawler, nightmare before christmas, nosferatu, nummies, ohgr, ookie things, peter murphy, piercings, public image limited, purring, ragamuffin, ranma 1/2, reanimator, remy le beau, resident evil, robotech, roman dirge, scratching, season of mourning, serenity rose, sex, sex gang children, sex pistols, silent hill, sisters of mercy, skinny puppy, sleeping, sneaky bat machine, spiderman movies, steampunk, steve niles, teenage mutant ninja turtles, the ghost of lemora, the london vampire group, the matrix, the walking dead, the young ones, thundercats, transformers, twin peaks, ultimate spiderman, ultimate x-men, underworld, vampires, vampyres, van helsing, victorian fashion, vnv nation, warren ellis, watchmen, weapon x, whipping, x-men


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